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| I am so lazy that I think starting a new "blog" is troublesome.
But again, I am doing it for the sake of reading about my past (in the future).
I like how I said in my previous blogs that I'm going to sleep earlier, wake up earlier, and get more shit done during the day. I am waking up earlier because I have to get ready for my speech class @ 9 then go to work right after til 8pm.
Right now, i am lazy. I do have an informal speech about my birthday- 3 things that happened on the specific date, April 17, 1985. Shouldn't take too long to look it up... but it may take a while to find something interesting.. then rehearse it infront of the mirror, in the shower, while driving, etc...
My room is getting messy. I literally just cleaned in on Tuesday. (It is now Sunday.)
I have been sleeping with clothes, papers, my macbook (sometimes), purse, and other random things on my bed. I have a bowl sitting on my bed and a mug with a fork in it in my closet.
Last weekend, I showed up late to Gabe's godson's baptism. I made a big deal about being late to the point where I ended up crying-- because I was so embarrassed about being late-AND meeting Gabe's relatives from hawaii for the 1st time.
IT WAS REALLY NOt a BIG DEAL. The reception Blackhawk Grill in Danville was DELICIOUS! Went to Milk in SF-- got rejected since one of the cousins was underaged-- no biggie. We went to Poleng instead. Paid $10 for cover, danced for 10 minutes, went back to the car to drink some more. Instead of going back inside, the cousins told us hawaiian ghost stories. MY FAVORITE (sarcasm here).
Sunday, I worked til 6pm then drove back to Danville for dinner and sleepover. Basically kicked it with their fams and watched the uncles sing kareoke til about 2am.
Monday I had off. Yay! I got to go Lombard St (which I think was my 1st time--unless my parents brought me there when I was younger), Golden Gate Bridge, & Palace of Fine Arts. Got back to Danville late in the day so I slept over, again.
Tuesday was my first day of speech class. It's only a 3 week course-- YAY!. I was forced to meet half of my class and I was kind of groggy from the weekend. Oh well.
I know this blog is not interesting but, oh well. Unfortunately for me, I DISLIKE writing cause I know I'm horrible at it. (1 of the reasons why I pursue science--- although there is still a lot of writing HAH)
I'm sitting on the right side of my bed-- on the very edge. Why? Cause I have a lot of shit on my bed. I totally dislike my room.
I need to change the paint, carpet, closet, bed, bedsheets. Did I talk about this already?
bleh. shower time- time to refresh my body and mind. Maybe then I can start looking up interesting events that happened on my birthday.
Yay for no work tomorrow. | | |
| I can't think of anything to write-- but I'm way overdue. I won't even be able to remember some of these thoughts in a month if I don't write them down.
I've been with Long's since Feb. 2008. Then it was bought out by CVS in Oct. 2008. Our store didn't convert til April 23. Since then I've been going to work with anxiety-- and becoming more & more stressed out that it affected by immune system. Allergy season was/is also really bad this year so I started taking Zyrtec-D. Last week on Monday & Tuesday, Zyrtec-D did not help. I was literally sneezing all day-- and I have the worst kind of sneeze. The sneeze that sounds like a middle-aged man. ...? If you've heard me sneeze, you know what I'm talkin about. Even my teacher on that Monday morning called me out (in a joking way) that I could have swine flu and that my classmates should think about whether or not they want to sit near me. (Most classmates are fresh high school graduates and lame anyway.-- You'd be surprised to see how many "teenagers" will actually dress up for 8:30am class).
Anyway... I got off work at 6:30 on that tuesday and went straight to bed. I also did not eat that day except for 3 berry horns-- even for lunch I drove home and slept for 40 minutes. Gabe came to Vallejo and picked up my pho and a thermometer for me. (What a great guy huh? Sometimes...) I got a fever which peaked at 100.4. After forcing myself to get out of bed and eat pho, I decided to go outside and swat the mosquitos who were eating at the goats. (We have goats in our backyard. They're names are Billy & Toatsma. You can probably guess why.)
I shouldn't have gone outside to do that though and eventually tried calling my coworker to let her know that I didn't feel well enough for work. Trust, 8 hours at work with a new system and anxiety is NOT crackin. My mom even wanted me to take me to ER that night (just in case of Swine flu). I settled for making an appointment the next morning.
Wednesday.. I get an appointment at 10:45am. (I'm supposed to start work at 11am.) Basically, I was diagnosed as sick-- and was allowed to rest. My doctor almost made me visit a public health official since I had the symptoms of flu... fever, sore throat, torso discomfort, headache..) I stayed in bed all day and worked on my assignment that was due @ midnight. That project should be passing with flying colors.
Now I'm all better.. I got a raise. (Finally.) ummmm. Same ol'. I want to tint the windows on my car but I just paid for oil inspection, etc. --and my car registration this year is $200+. Friggin WEAKSAUCE. Stupid smog check.
I also eat horribly sometimes. I've been "binge" snacking at work.
I saw Angels & Demons on Sunday in Danville. Predictable. I liked the 1st one better (DaVinci code)
Isabella knows who I am.. but she refers to me as "Poopie." How cute. She can say it perfectly.
(Isabella is Gabe's niece who is super adorable since birth.. half white, half filipino. The kind of baby/toddler you would see in picture ads.)
I wanted to go to Disneyland at the end of this month. But I need to make money and I have a class on Monday at 9am (for speech)-- and I can't afford to miss 1 class since it is only 3 weeks long (or short?). 9am to 12:15pm/monday-- friday. UGH
Then work right after-- I did it for Spring semester having class on Mondays and Wednesdays from 8:30am to 9:45/10am. Then working from 11-8pm. All while working a 40+ hour week.
I need to take my classes faster-- or get my (life/school) plan figured out.
My room is also a (hot) mess. Same with my closet.
I would like to
*have the walls repainted
*change the carpet
*buy a kit from costco (about $300 =( .. or ikea for $200? )
*rearrange/buy bedroom furniture that can actually fit in here...
~but I still need to think about applying for school and all the money that is gonna cost me..
... then my tinted windows.. rims for my car... body kit....
... iphone... pay off my credit cards (which would have been close to 0 had I not paid for car inspections) -- but it is a lot better since I used my tax return for credit cards.
See how my mind works? It goes from this to that instantly.
And I still want to get a digital camera.
Gah. I want so many things.......
I should go to sleep now since I have work at 9 til 6. Then step class at 7pm at the gym....
Goodnight world. | | |
| I had an AWESOME 24th birthday. (Kind of reminded me of my 20th bday-- except I was more sober this time)--- I was still drunk though.
I got everyone to drink. Made new friends from the night before at holy cow.
I bought a "jump-jump" (astro-jump for you non-fobs) out there..
--chicken katsu from L&L
--oysters (from gabriel)
--pancit palabok & dinogoan
--kahlua cake (made by sister angela)
--enough jagermeister, goldschlager, & 151 to make LCs
--enough st. brendan's, bushmill's whiskey, & guiness to make irish car bombs
--coronas & coors ... i didn't get to taste either of em-- damn those sound good right now in this hot weather.
I'm going to try to sleep earlier, wake up earlier, get more shit done during the day, try to be on time (consistently to work), and put a little effort in my appearance (at work)-- everyone tells me I look 17.  .. wtf?!
--I know.
I seriously hate? (or dislike) some of the patients at work. Absolute bitches. I don't even know how to begin. For example, one of the stores in our district got held up for Norco (look it up) early in the morning. The female pharmacist was opening up for the day and a female walked in behind her-- took out her gun and said "I want your norco".
There was already a patient in the drivethru who witnessed the whole event and already called the police. This happened over the weekend-- the female robber was captured today. STUPID people.
The female robber didn't even have a disguise on AND AND AND AND... SHE WAS A REGULAR PATIENT.
WHAT A DUMBASS. Can you believe this shit? People are that desperate IT'S SO SAD.
The area this happened in is also a REALLY nice area.. at least that's what I thought when I visited.
example #2. guy transfers his prescription of promethazine with codeine (look it up) to various cities so that there is no paper trail. WHATEVER-- RX is FAKE. To make a long story short-- we had to call the cops on this guy because he was harrassing us to fill his prescription right away.
example #3. couple is in an operation where they call a fake prescription by pretending to be a certain doctor in the area. we checked the MD's original location to see if the MD was practicing else where. turns out the MD wasn't--. --> long story short-- we called the cops as soon as we found out it was fake. when the perpetrators showed up, we had them arrested within 5 minutes.
You seriously can't believe the world today. Watching the news and seeing the Sandra Cantu girl dying a horrible death, your friend's and family experiencing death by gang activity, husband's shooting their estranged wife and kids because of divorce, 16 yr border inspectors turn corrupt because of money and sex... list goes on.
I apologize for the downer. Just be grateful for your life and make the most out of it.
I thank for my friends for coming to my birthday. | | |
| Black and White: I'm dating a scrub.
Money money money.
Can't go to disneyland for birts. Well I can.
My room is ALWAYS messy.
I want to be in pharmacy school. (I quickly relived my studious nights with o-chem, cell biology, anatomy, & physiology.)
I want to go out every week.-- Not talking about going out to the club--- but check out restaurants-do "day" stuff, bowling, movies, shopping, shooting range, disneyland... You can't do that though unless you have money.
I'm going with the flow. That's all I can do for now I guess. | | |
| Wow. It's been 23 days.
Fun/new things.
1. I got a season pass as well as season pass parking to "Marine World.".. totally fun since there were practically no lines and a beautiful day when I went... and the pass is good for any six flags.. so I will be visiting socal sometime this year for sure.
2. Went to my 1st of (hopefully) many Warriors games on 3/17.
3. I have a 1 cm cold sore in my mouth. I had to buy OTC medication for it because it's that painful.
4. Who the fuck needs family when they're physical (violent) with you? Seriously.
5. Next time I see this bitch, I won't hesitate to fuck you up.
6. I've been taking care of myself- got a dermatology, dentist, and doctor appt. coming up. I want to make one for vision.
7. I still need to do my taxes.. But I promise-- for sure this week!
8. I got a 96.1 in my class. What bitch?!
9. Disneyland for my birthday? It's free! | | |
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